Monday, April 19, 2010

Not a day goes by:


Tell the girls I love them at least 10 times

Tell my girls how amazing they are.

Tell my girls how special they are to me.

Wish I had more time with them.

Wish I was not quite as strict.

Wish I would have been more strict.

I think I may be a great Mom.

Pray to be a better Mom than I was yesterday.

Wish I could give my kids more.

Think they might have too much.

Wish I could have more pets for them.

Notice that my house smells like those pets.

Encourage my girls to enjoy their home by being creative and to make the best memories.

Have a messy house because I was allowing the girls to be creative.

Wish my house were cleaner.

Feel proud that I put my family over a clean home.

Realize the magnitude of being a MOM.

Not a day goes by that I don’t, Thank God for the multitude of blessings he has given me.  Not a day goes by that I don’t, beg him to never take them away.  Not a day goes by that I don’t, Hope, Pray and strive to be worthy of these great things.  Not a day goes by that I don’t say a thank you prayer for every challenge I have ever faced.  Not a day goes by that I don’t thank God that he made me honest, real, genuine and a moral person!

I will never change who I am.  What I believe.  What I lived.  What I have.  What I will have.  And nothing will change the Mom I am and the way I do things.  Maybe wrong, maybe the hard way and maybe not the way anyone else on the planet would do it.  Except me!

I will be answering less phone calls during the day.  I will be checking email every few days instead of several times a day.  I will be taking less appointments for work.  I’ll be making everyone prove they want to be a part of me and my family.  I will be the happy self that I am everyday before I start worrying about life.  I will be where I matter.  With my husband and girls.  I will be spending more time with my 2 best friends!

I’m in a thinking stage right now.  Absolutely nothing and nobody inspired these thoughts of mine.  I have been thinking a lot lately about what is truly good for my family of 5.  My part time job is no longer ‘part’ and it involves so much time on the computer with editing, picture orders, phone calls, emails, websites failures and everything else that could possible take time away from my kids. I have thought about not blogging everyday but I would miss so much. I already feel guilty about posting some of the crap that I do for sake of a memory in 15 years but don’t want to miss or forget anything.

My goal was to post about everything only missing a few days now and then, but due to a lack of time I’m not sure what I can do.  I usually do blogging in bed, but for now and a while that time is being replaced with pictures and much needed rest from the crazy days we have.  Certainly if you read this, then you know I’ll be posting everything I know and that will include any future plans I have to create a magical and memory filled childhood my kids can be proud of.

No question they are my priority.  Now, I’m going to make it my only priority!  Wish me luck!  Also, check out the post before this one to see a picture less post of our weekend! 

I sure hope you understand and if you don’t, I don’t have time to care!


1 comment:

  1. Good Thinking! Kids are definitely a priority! What other job will you ever have that will be more important? If you don't put them first no one else will...except me : ) I hope you enjoy lots of good times with them! Our kids are perfect and nothing is better than being their Mom and Aunt.


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